Too dangerous for the clock when it stops ticktocking..

It's so bad that there's a time period for everything in life. Why it has to be so finite and rigorous? Why can't we be like us for forever! I really don't understand the rules of nature because it makes me tedious. Why do we have to face every dimension on earth? Why nature has to meddle in our business. There is everything and on the other hand, there's nothing. I started to think when I came to know every work has consequences. But why. Why can't we live a simple, chaos-free life as we want? 

And there's another thing, we flow like us and did not even get time to look around. This timeline does not grow at its length. That's when the most important things in our life happen under our nose which is even more ridiculous. Easy for all the thoughts and ambitions living in a giant head rent-free, pushing that person time by time and chilling there for like forever. And more importantly, that's not where it ends. When one has to leave the space, it invites other bits. "HAHAHA, thanks for the hospitality and here we go..." Craving for a night sky with 10-12 stars around, cold breeze blowing by the room with no roof, a mug full of my favorite tea with the right amount of coffee. No music no sound. A little one or two drops of rain sometimes. I am in my comfy clothes worrying about nothing in this whole world. How would I feel then? What does it feel like getting the perfect definition of happiness. Moreover, why does it change from time to time? What a ridiculous system on earth!

We were asked to live our life full of content with whatever we have in our possessions. How can we be satisfied with the temptation all over luring us so badly? What is this test? Tests should be logical not like fighting with one own self. If it was meant to be this way then why we were asked to be contented. Because there will be always fighting and losing and winning and again losing. Complete loop. 

P.S: I came to understand today that, night past 12.00 o clock fills my head with irrelevant, filthy, aesthetic shit