Thinking of unloading some stuff from this brain to lose its burden. 


When I start writing about my feeling I feel like all the words, lines, and stories just crowd the whole path and block it right away and that makes me so incompetent to write or share my feelings with anyone. That's why I will not think deeply instead I will straight right the things that is happening.

- I have lost me. Not totally. But I have lost a bigger chunk of me and now it's just I am acting weird around my close people.

- I do not make eye contact with my friends because all the time I am feeling like I am hiding something from them.

-My academic development has been downgraded so far away that I barely stand in front of a group of people who used to be my friends.

-When I try to score well, I end up in vain.

-When I do not try, it's the same cause why not.

-I have been spending money lavishly and sometimes this disproportionate spending causes me a lot but I do not wish to stop

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